Aloha Beloveds!
It has been a few weeks since the last issue.
It is now June 2026, and the year is halfway over. It's time I share what's been brewing instead of keeping it silent (even though silence does have its value).
Update #1:
My degree was officially conferred on April 19, 2026; however, I did not get the notification until one month later, on May 18, 2026. At least they got my last name on the transcript correct. I don’t know who Diya "Danny" is, though🧐.
Update #2:
I won't be sharing Part II of "The Great Year and the Primordial Generation: Part I" inside of my email newsletters. I have decided that any long-form shares that require the deep dive and research I love, should be behind a paywall. That might be upsetting to you; however, how do I support myself (keep a roof over my head, food to eat, or obtain the means to leave the country I'm currently in due to an emergency)? I can still share summaries and news on what's being created.
However, I will shift from only sharing free newsletters to sharing free newsletters and self-publishing sacred texts.
Update #3:
Maintaining a balance between sharing what I'm working on and doing the writing for the texts to be published takes a physical toll on my body. I was diagnosed with scoliosis at the age of 12 (6th grade). I am turning 42 next month.
It's the sitting for prolonged periods that is the culprit of the pain. Sitting at a desk all day can cause so many imbalances: my neck extends forward for prolonged periods if I don't maintain awareness of my cervical spine, my right shoulder ascends, deepening the curve in my thoracic spine (mid-back between the shoulder blades), and in the lower back, where the tension from my psoas muscles is pulled tight. So I have days when I don't want to write or send an email because of the physical discomfort and pain. These are the days I have to dedicate plenty of time to engage my yoga-asana practice and decompress the stress on my spine and psoas.
Below is a picture of my scoliosis. It's been this way since 6th grade, which is a very good thing. The less progression there is, the better. However, I have to maintain a balance between writing and self-care.
We exist in a hustle culture where we have to always be "on" in order to be successful. In the same vein, your success is dependent upon how well you can create content for consumption.
And I don't create content for consumption.
I create educational content, and that takes time. And especially having been an academic for a large part of my adulthood, it is difficult to not do research, as it is a part of the joy of creating educational content. I love creating it because I love the research process and learning from it.
And, I deserve to be compensated for it, in a sustainable way.
Update #4:
I am developing an indie press (an archive, really) to self-publish my work. What work, specifically?
My work is a Restoration Project; it's the restoration of Mother Origin and Matrilineal Continuum through primordial and relational continuity.
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Mother Origin is a cosmogenic function,
and Matrilineal Continuum, is the relational architecture that descends from that origin.
The structural integrity of continuity from Wombsource to lineages created from that has been compromised for eons. It needs to be restored.
The restoration of the relational and primordial continuity that connects us to the Primordial Mothers who established the original protocols of our existence is a large part of humanity's healing process. If you've ever read any of my posts on social media, you've encountered me asking, "What is your Wombsource? What is the original source you were created from?"
Why do I call it "Wombsource"?
I am not speaking about a gendered reality; I am speaking about a Wombic Intelligence that created the circumstances for you to be created first, in essence, in body after that, with the relational protocols woven into that entire process. Wombic means womb-like, and is not only about the physical womb or bioessentialism. Wombic within my culture (the Amma Culture) corresponds to the Sanskrit concept of Yoni, which means "womb," "origin," and "source"; it's what unites. The yoni/womb is what unites source, spirit, and matter.
Our first experience of relationship happens within the wombs of our Mothers; however, why is humanity so repulsed by the idea of healing that relationship? Instead of writing snippets of this on social media, I might as well write and publish what the Mothers themselves have asked me to write and publish. My dissertation was the foundational project; there is still so much more to be shared.
The ancestral dreams I've documented for 25 years are not just dreams in the Western sense; they are transmissions of knowledge linked to cultures that once existed or still exist today. Part of publishing in this way is to show you how the primordial emerges and how the cultures on Earth are echoes of the primordial source, which requires time and research.
And I deserve to be paid for sharing it.
Update #5:
The first two texts to be published are:
- a living lexicon (of which there will be subsequent volumes) and,
- the first volume that introduces the Amma Culture and Cosmology.
Yes, I am finally writing about the Amma (the culture of the Primordial Mothers). Like the living lexicon, several volumes about their culture will be published because it would take a lifetime to write about them all in one book.
Update #6:
This is what sparked the push to self-publishing and becoming an indie press:
The dream I had after reading the article "Matricentric Feminism: A Feminism for Mothers", revealed that the Mothers themselves were not fully in support of this concept of "making motherhood the business of feminism. So I wrote a response,
"Moving Away from Matricentric Feminism to Return to Sacred Motherhood: A Cautionary Statement for Feminists Pushing for a Matricentric Feminism".
I don't know if it will be accepted or not, and that's not the point. The point is, motherhood is NOT the business of feminism. That is the domain of the Mothers, not women disconnected from their Wombsource, primordial and relational continuity. Feminism fumbled the first time; it will most certainly fumble if this isn't done in alignment with the ones who created motherhood.
Feminists need to move from the source, not from within oppressive systems.
August is when the board will convene to review the papers submitted. I will share the dream sometime before that.
So there you have it! I've been a bit reflective, silent, and riding the ups and downs that come with carrying an ancestral load that weighs heavily on my body. I will still do newsletters; they will probably be similar to this one - short, sweet, and filled with updates. But they won't be fully fleshed-out book-ish research newsletters.
Will I finish Part II about the primordial year? Yes, I absolutely will, but it will become a bookazine with more information, and for sale, because the amount of knowledge I want to share is too valuable to give away for free.
Will I still do that podcast I mentioned? Absolutely. When it is recorded and published, I will send out a new broadcast.
Until then, thank you for being here.
In Sundari Ma'at,
Dr. Dannu
